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I’m not going to stay with you just because you develop a better argument than me to stay together.
I can’t pretend to be happy with you when there’s no attraction between us.
Were you a good boyfriend? Yes
Were you good in bed? Yes
You spoiled me and I loved that
You spelled every you’re as “your” and every too as “to”; what? Are you stupid or just lazy as hell?
You like to brag about yourself. (I got into this bar fight last night for no reason! It was awesome.)
You like to tell me how “smashed” you’ve gotten or are going to be.
I broke up with you last night; I had to be a bitch to get my point across and in response you called/ told me many distasteful things:
-“I want every guy to treat you like shit.”
-“I wasted so much time and money on you.”
-“I knew there was something wrong with you since you put out on the first date.”
-“Fuck off!”
-“I could’ve dated another girl!” (Her name was Leah and she lived two hours away)
-“You broke me [I will never be happy again so now I’m going back to my old ways of being an asshole and treating girls like shit because we didn’t work out].”
I can understand that you are hurt but stop being so fucking dramatic
The Cancerian character is the least clear-cut of all those associated with the signs of the zodiac. It can range from the timid, dull, shy and withdrawn to the most brilliant, and famous Cancerians are to be found through the whole range of human activity. It is a fundamentally conservative and home-loving nature, appreciating the nest like quality of a secure base to which the male can retire when he needs a respite from the stresses of life, and in which the Cancerian woman can exercise her strong maternal instincts. The latter tends to like and to have a large family. `Nest like’ is an appropriate adjective for the Cancerian home, for its inhabitants tend to favor the dark, mysterious but comfortable type of house which has something of the air of a den about it, a place which belongs to the family rather than existing as a showcase to impress visitors.
That is not to say that the Cancerian is unsociable, just that for them there is a time to socialize and a time to be solitary, and this is part of the apparent contradiction in their nature. Outwardly they can appear formidable - thick-skinned, unemotional, uncompromising, obstinately tenacious, purposeful, energetic, shrewd, intuitive and wise, sometimes with a philosophical profundity of thought verging on inspiration. Their intimates, however, may see a very different character, one with a sympathetic and kindly sensitivity to other people, especially those they love. They are able to identify with the situations of others because of the keenness of their imaginations. They are often over-imaginative and prone to fantasy, sometimes trying to shape their lives to fit some romantic ideal. They are appreciative of art and literature, and especially of drama, where the spectacle and ebb and flow of action and feeling particularly excite them. They may themselves possess considerable literary, artistic or oratorical talent. Their sharp ears and talent for mimicry can sometimes give them success on the stage, though their tendency to be emotional may make them overact. Interestingly - because they give the impression of being down-to-earth - they are often fascinated by the occult and are more open to psychic influence than the average. If they can reconcile the personal conflict of their urge to be outgoing with the reserve that causes them to withdraw into themselves, then at best they can inspire a generation, especially the youthful part of it, by their idealism. A job in which they can express this, and in which they can do well, would be as a leader in a youth organization.
In their personal relationships they are mentally a mixture of toughness and softness, often emotional and romantic to the point of sentimentality in their fantasies; but in real life and in marriage, their loving is not so sentimental but tenaciously loyal. Even if they have affairs (and they may do so, for the male in particular is open to sensual stimulation), their first loyalty remains to spouse and family, of whom they regard themselves as the protector. Both the
man and woman love unreservedly, giving much and asking little in return - in fact, one of the most important lessons they have to learn is how to receive gracefully. They are too easily influenced by those they love and admire, and swayed by the emotion of the moment. They are also loyal friends, the negative side of their faithfulness being clannishness, the narrow patriotism of “my country right or wrong”; and closing ranks in suspicion and coldness toward outsiders.
Cancerians have a retentive memory, particularly for emotionally laden events which they can recall in detail for years afterwards. they are strongly governed by childhood memories and since they live intensely in the past in memory and in the future in imagination, a chance meeting with someone for whom they had an unrequited love, even if they thought they had conquered the feeling, will easily rouse the emotion all over again.
The Cancerian has many potential faults. They can be untidy, sulky, devious, moody, inclined to self-pity because of an inferiority complex, brood on insults (very often imagined), yet are easily flattered. They can be tactless and difficult yet, because they are normally ambitious, they will curry favor by floating with majority opinions, outlooks and fashions of the day. As a result they often change their opinions and loyalties and, indeed, their occupations, and lack stability. They are easily corrupted and, because they are convincing romanticizers, can make successful confidence tricksters. Their romanticism in another sense make them ardent supporters of causes, for example a football team with whose heroes they can identify in a world of fantasy.
Their abilities fit the Cancerian for a wide range of occupations. As they are interested in what people are thinking and able to judge what they can safely be told, they can be good journalists, writers or politicians, though in this last capacity they are more likely to remain in the background rather than attain prominent positions of power. They may, indeed, change their party affiliations. They can serve in other departments of public affairs, especially those which involve looking after others, for example in any kind of service from welfare and nursing to catering - their own love of comfort and good living makes the Cancerian an excellent chef or housekeeper. They sometimes have a penchant for trade or business and are often successful as a captain of industry. This is because they are excellent organizers with a good sense of value and economy which they may combine with a flair for inventiveness and originality. The romantic side of their natures make them enjoy grubbing about in places where exciting discoveries may be made (old stamp collections in attics, etc.), and if they can do this professionally as a secondhand dealer or specialist in antiques, they will be happy. More common occupations which suit some subjects of Cancer are real estate broker, gardener and sailor.
Physically they are average to below average in height, with a fleshy body and short legs in comparison with the rest of them. Their hair is usually brown, their faces round, their complexions pale, their foreheads prominent, their eyes small and blue or gray in color, their noses short, perhaps upturned, and their mouths full. They sometimes walk clumsily.
I have to be the worst person ever. Within the last three weeks, I cheated on my boyfriend, told him I loved him and then broke up with him after a failed attempt at having sex. then while we were broken up, we still talked everyday as if we never broke up, lead him on, lied to him about talking to other guys, gave him head in the Viets wood, told him that we should stop talking and then 20 minutes later we got back together. I still don’t know if I can sex with him like before, which sounded like a porno, but I know that I was extremely happy when I saw him this past weekend. Not seeing him everyday is fantastic, but not seeing each other for weeks may help or harm this long distance relationship. Also, his friends now hate me for breaking up with him two weeks ago. I only have my few girls to talk to about my troubles; a girl who I thought could be a great friend, Tyler’s cousin Ellie, hated and thought it distasteful to talk to her about Tyler while she bitched about her boyfriend Sterling, Tyler’s best friend.
This whole situation is fucked up; I can’t face his friends as I did before; I will change for the better to be a better girlfriend to Tyler- he deserves it.
If its in my luck, he will somehow see this post because he always seems to catch me talking shit about him or talking to other guys that I used to call my friends but burnt bridges to keep him happy. He does not know that I cheated on him because I continuously lied to him to protect my ass and cover up my guilt; if he somehow sees this, I will once again be single, alone, and sad. I’m sorry and I’ll try harder this time around.